Now, she has left me,being alone wif k.haizzz.suddenly fell so sad. think i didn't cherish her enuff.my fault. not hers or k's.joanne says that its not my fault becoz i wanna open my friendship more with sylvia.which wad mdm beena once say b4.but i think that i opened my friendship too much wif sylvia that now,i lose a soul sista.and thats a very heavy price for me.i regretted.really regrettted. i went to buy beads yesterday and i saw some nice stars and shells. i bought them already and i was so happily thinking that i could make a nicer friendship bracelet for me and her.i was so excited that when i came back,i went to make it. this morning when i read her blog entry and reply when i tagged her,i felt so low and now,i dont know wad i should do with the bracelets.i admitt that those were quite ex.my sister wanted to take the 2 blue stars that i bought again but i refused.now how? the effort i made was tarnished.destroyed.i was hoping that someone could come and save this situation.i think i really regrettted.the real prob;em is, should i continue to make the bracelets and give it to her or wad?i'm afraid that when i give it to her, she will say No.i was hoping that she would acccept thinking that i was just plainly making and giving her as it was her favourite. I regretted seriously.Hope she can forgive me.
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