Hey dear Blog, missed blogging..i think i'm gonna chnge my blogskin.wahahah!ouh! and song too! and good news! i'm choosen to be a PMP(Peer-Mentorship-Programme) aka a temporally student counsillor. To officially be a student counsillor,we will get trained under our own buddies which is a student councillor.and the results will be know after this year.so wish me luck! i'm like damn shocked to hear the results announcing in assembly luhh.my hands were frozen and i clentch my fists real HARD.(till it became red luhh) but i had no feeling of pain at all.my hands were frozen and numb.hence i can't feel anything. hahahs.and she announced:"From Class 1N1,Yio Jun Ning(feelings:ouh..wheres my name?..she can get it!!why haven i?"),Ryan Kristianto(feelings:wohoo! pro pro brother!my name lei!!??and Chanelle Lum.(ME ME ME!! YAY!) my head raised up with a bright smile and my hands weren't frozen now. its all soaking wet and it soaked through my blue skirt leaving a wet mark on it. my friends all congratulated me...i was super happy i could just stand up and say: "ITS ME!! I'M CHANELLE! AND I'M SHORT LISTED!!!!" i wanna share the joy. the moment i got back into class.i quickly took my wallet which contains my ahem ahem and rushed to the toilet to msg my mom and sis. i cried after recieving their replies. wont tellthem wad they said. i cried and smile at the same time.i was so touched by their love and encouragement..i didn't noe how long i cried with joy but when i get back to class, Ryan asked me: you cry ah? where you go?why so long? then i was like: long meh? no lah,i also never cry.ryan: too happy that u be councillor that you cry lor. and i was like: yah hor. hahahs!and swimming was great today! damn fun! they all praised my swimming costume which is a dress. they say: wah..chanelle..you like wanna go wedding lei.so nice. happy but yet embassed.i mean,who doesn't like praises? and the coach is damn funny.made me laugh when swimming.hahah.next,i'm gonna leave a note to someone which i shall call xx.
Dear xx,
i miss you super much. i hope you miss me too.i wanna lean on your shoulders like the past,i wanna hear those words i loved to hear in the past. and i yearn for you to call/msg me eerynight just to say a sweet goodnight.i wanna crept close to you and whisper secrets to each other. i miss you xx.i'm sorry..i love you for always giving in to me,listening to my heartaches,and caring wads on my mind and i wanna thank you for being so understanding for this breakup. super apologetic to you.but dont worry,i still loved you. even much much more than b4.i've learn to treasure you but i just hope its NOT an infactuation.and i missed the way you looked at me with your bright eyes.i love you xx
my stomache has been feeling queasy this few days. not feeling very well although my periods are just over.okay.gonna have dinner!~ goodbye!
Dear xx,
i miss you super much. i hope you miss me too.i wanna lean on your shoulders like the past,i wanna hear those words i loved to hear in the past. and i yearn for you to call/msg me eerynight just to say a sweet goodnight.i wanna crept close to you and whisper secrets to each other. i miss you xx.i'm sorry..i love you for always giving in to me,listening to my heartaches,and caring wads on my mind and i wanna thank you for being so understanding for this breakup. super apologetic to you.but dont worry,i still loved you. even much much more than b4.i've learn to treasure you but i just hope its NOT an infactuation.and i missed the way you looked at me with your bright eyes.i love you xx
my stomache has been feeling queasy this few days. not feeling very well although my periods are just over.okay.gonna have dinner!~ goodbye!
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