Hey Hey Y'all!!i feel so muc better now. i told xx how i felt ler. and hes gonna tell me on monday!!i dread to go to school on monday. i didn't expect myself to say it,infront of his face! FCUK! and my grades are improving!! lao shi told me that i can do better and i had already done better with slight improvements.hahas.my lifes running UP UP UP AGAIN! and the song: True To Your Heart from Disney Mulan is stucked in my head from morning until now. and i kept singing during class time.and i think i kinda spreaded the singing virus to Ryan sitting next to me.hahhas!and he kept singing the same song. and he hurt his hand today and hes eyes was like kinda teary.LOL! and he was like: i am a man ok..cannot cry..made me laugh hard!after telling him i i felt,my heart sunked and i felt a feeling i've never felt b4 in my whole life. dono wad feeling is that.but i noe its definetly NOT happy.but i noe i feel more comfortable telling him luhh.if i dont tell him,my hearts gonna spoil and gonna make a hole outta it.and the feeling kept going on until i finished bathing.and yeah,i missed 1 bus stop to alight and i had to WALK WALK WALK. WTFFFFF MANS! and it was like drizzling,then slight rain then BOOM! RAINED FCUKING HEAVILY. and school was like super cold today.i kept shivering. and i touched Ryan and he was like: URGHH! SO COLD!? your hands die ler..HAHAH! gosh..and i changed my blog song! FINALLY! next,i'mgonna change the skin! good bye!
♥ 12:28 AM