Hey peeps ! i'm back once agains. i wont be having school until tuesday . todays the last paper. its math . overall quite hard. but in the middle was super easy . just pray i'll at LEAST get a C or D .. contented enough . today after the paper , went home to shower and get changed . then went out to Jurong Point to have Swensens with Sandy Nu er , Sze Ting , Jia Mei and Zu ni. =]
super full luhh. had loads of fun. its good anyway . as it helps to brightend myself up as well as my thoughts. i had a weired dream today . i dream that many people encourage me to get to a phychologist. and i was like : excuse me ? i'm not sick ! i dont need to see the doctor ! and i was screaming and crying non-stop . and a woman gave a tight slap on my face . FYI, i dont even noe whos tt woman . then she told me this : just by looking at the way you react , you definetly need to see one ! if you are not mentally sick , why would you feel reluctant to go in ?
then i remembered that i sat down there crying non-stop . thats all. i can't remember the rest. its so cloudy blurry i guess . hahahs . so scary luhh. you think i need to see one ? that tight slap really woke me up . and i woke with a wet pillow . shiets. crazy dream man . sorry uhh , its tears , not urine. how could i urine and it gets up to my pillow ? use your brains luhh . you think i need help ? personally i dont think so because its true ! i'm not sick ! siao . but i thought time after time about what that unknown woman told me and i felt weired again . but the problem is that i dont know how to tell anybody. especially my parents. maybe i should catch up with books to see if they could help me . oh gosh , what is happening to me ? i am so scared now that i really need someone here with me to walk on. but i want to be independent. and i'll TRY to be independent too . I NEED A HUG ! BADLY. A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ONE. someone told me this : i care for you girl , i can see that you are shattering . AM I ?!? OH NO ! I DONT WANT TO SHATTER ! i hate this mans. i feel so disabled. i dont know how to control my emotions and i dont know what my emotions are . oh no.. am i mentally disabled ?! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT UP LAH !
super full luhh. had loads of fun. its good anyway . as it helps to brightend myself up as well as my thoughts. i had a weired dream today . i dream that many people encourage me to get to a phychologist. and i was like : excuse me ? i'm not sick ! i dont need to see the doctor ! and i was screaming and crying non-stop . and a woman gave a tight slap on my face . FYI, i dont even noe whos tt woman . then she told me this : just by looking at the way you react , you definetly need to see one ! if you are not mentally sick , why would you feel reluctant to go in ?
then i remembered that i sat down there crying non-stop . thats all. i can't remember the rest. its so cloudy blurry i guess . hahahs . so scary luhh. you think i need to see one ? that tight slap really woke me up . and i woke with a wet pillow . shiets. crazy dream man . sorry uhh , its tears , not urine. how could i urine and it gets up to my pillow ? use your brains luhh . you think i need help ? personally i dont think so because its true ! i'm not sick ! siao . but i thought time after time about what that unknown woman told me and i felt weired again . but the problem is that i dont know how to tell anybody. especially my parents. maybe i should catch up with books to see if they could help me . oh gosh , what is happening to me ? i am so scared now that i really need someone here with me to walk on. but i want to be independent. and i'll TRY to be independent too . I NEED A HUG ! BADLY. A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ONE. someone told me this : i care for you girl , i can see that you are shattering . AM I ?!? OH NO ! I DONT WANT TO SHATTER ! i hate this mans. i feel so disabled. i dont know how to control my emotions and i dont know what my emotions are . oh no.. am i mentally disabled ?! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT UP LAH !
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