I'M BACK PEEPS !! i missed blogging , i miss my bed , i miss EVERYTHING ! LOLOL ! okays .. got loads to tell and yeah . heheh !
Camp :
Day 1 - eh .. all i could say is kinda boring and unused to the environment and i wanted to go home ! super badly that something happened.(wont state here.) then wad i did , i forgot . hehehs .
Day 2 - went to have a super long walk for i think 2-3 freaking hours . OMG. but at the end , i enjoyed it coz i saw beautiful sceneries like the beach . its so eye catchin luhh . i wont forget the scenery .
Day 3 - went to have treasure hunt .then BBQ. while having the BBQ, i felt kinda weired .but to avoid crying or affecting others , i tried to refrain from the devil thoughts and i became super high and crazy .
Day 4 - GO HOME !! WOHOOS !
hehehhes . like that lor . quite boring . but i had a cerificate showing that i joined the camp !
i'm so emotional now . i feel like saying the freaking F word . i'm having freaking periods ! NOW. URGHH ! my stomache aches .and i had to use to freaking toilet oftenly . OH GOD . NOOOOOOOO! FREAK AH ! hahahs ! siao .LOL! si periods .
i'm not snow white now . HEHEHE ! i'm now roasted . i'm brown ! HAHA ~
To someone :
i'm still asking myself doubting questions.i kept telling myself , no , its your xxxx . you have the freedom to xxxxxx. you're not doing it for me . even if you are , you didnt do it and xxxxxxxx . but dont worry , i have self-motivation , i'll get over with this .i'm always like that . but my weakness is that i tend to trust and get easily contented with such things . but , i'll also try to get over . i have self motivation yeah ! hehehs .i'll get over this . i am certain . i have the confidence . MUAHAHAH !
jia you behs !
HEY ! guess wad ? tuesday is me and daddie pooh bear the 1 month ler wors .MUAHAHAH. sorry uhh daddie , always make you worry . hehehs . i big sotong lai ders , always forget things. hehehs, thank you for taking care of me also . iloveyou ! hahahs . (:
-you noe wad ? i'm bursting down my walls .
To another Someone :
wth . you hen irritating ah . stop the acting lers . everyone knows wad you're up to . and i'm the LAST one to know just because you are my freaking xxxxxxxxxxxx . i dont really hate you luhh . i just think you're super irritaing and just so xxxxxx . you're always asking for trouble . and i suffer just becoz you xxxxxx to me . and i have to help you take up the blames and scoldings and wads worse is that you dont even freaking apprieciate ! you took me for granted .i was the one who comforted you when i knew you were in trouble . i was the one who picked the pieces up for you . just dont take me for granted . there were times where i delibriately picked a quarrel and i felt sour-ish right inside .maybe i'm used to such things ? oh crapps , that unknowed illness of mine hasn't cleared . i still dont know how am i feeling . but oh wells , i'll be using self motivation to get myself back on my feet again . i'm sure i can recover . but i've made improvement i guess , at least i know i am feeling sourish . am i ? hahahs .. jia you ah ! i can't wait for school tomorrow ! hahahs ! i missed going to school. its so much better than going to camps . LOLOL. ok , shall stop here , bye bye !
Camp :
Day 1 - eh .. all i could say is kinda boring and unused to the environment and i wanted to go home ! super badly that something happened.(wont state here.) then wad i did , i forgot . hehehs .
Day 2 - went to have a super long walk for i think 2-3 freaking hours . OMG. but at the end , i enjoyed it coz i saw beautiful sceneries like the beach . its so eye catchin luhh . i wont forget the scenery .
Day 3 - went to have treasure hunt .then BBQ. while having the BBQ, i felt kinda weired .but to avoid crying or affecting others , i tried to refrain from the devil thoughts and i became super high and crazy .
Day 4 - GO HOME !! WOHOOS !
hehehhes . like that lor . quite boring . but i had a cerificate showing that i joined the camp !
i'm so emotional now . i feel like saying the freaking F word . i'm having freaking periods ! NOW. URGHH ! my stomache aches .and i had to use to freaking toilet oftenly . OH GOD . NOOOOOOOO! FREAK AH ! hahahs ! siao .LOL! si periods .
i'm not snow white now . HEHEHE ! i'm now roasted . i'm brown ! HAHA ~
To someone :
i'm still asking myself doubting questions.i kept telling myself , no , its your xxxx . you have the freedom to xxxxxx. you're not doing it for me . even if you are , you didnt do it and xxxxxxxx . but dont worry , i have self-motivation , i'll get over with this .i'm always like that . but my weakness is that i tend to trust and get easily contented with such things . but , i'll also try to get over . i have self motivation yeah ! hehehs .i'll get over this . i am certain . i have the confidence . MUAHAHAH !
jia you behs !
HEY ! guess wad ? tuesday is me and daddie pooh bear the 1 month ler wors .MUAHAHAH. sorry uhh daddie , always make you worry . hehehs . i big sotong lai ders , always forget things. hehehs, thank you for taking care of me also . iloveyou ! hahahs . (:
-you noe wad ? i'm bursting down my walls .
To another Someone :
wth . you hen irritating ah . stop the acting lers . everyone knows wad you're up to . and i'm the LAST one to know just because you are my freaking xxxxxxxxxxxx . i dont really hate you luhh . i just think you're super irritaing and just so xxxxxx . you're always asking for trouble . and i suffer just becoz you xxxxxx to me . and i have to help you take up the blames and scoldings and wads worse is that you dont even freaking apprieciate ! you took me for granted .i was the one who comforted you when i knew you were in trouble . i was the one who picked the pieces up for you . just dont take me for granted . there were times where i delibriately picked a quarrel and i felt sour-ish right inside .maybe i'm used to such things ? oh crapps , that unknowed illness of mine hasn't cleared . i still dont know how am i feeling . but oh wells , i'll be using self motivation to get myself back on my feet again . i'm sure i can recover . but i've made improvement i guess , at least i know i am feeling sourish . am i ? hahahs .. jia you ah ! i can't wait for school tomorrow ! hahahs ! i missed going to school. its so much better than going to camps . LOLOL. ok , shall stop here , bye bye !
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