muahahah. changed font . hais .
been feeling real down lately . BUT, i managed to smile ! (: dont wanna affect others . hehehs. coz like abit selfish . and i just hate to see myself in the mirror . these few days luhh . hais . i'm feeling real down down down down down . can someone like appear and make me smile by giving me suprises ? hais . i dont mind huggs ! hahahs . i need a hug real badly . a LONGGGGGGGGG one . i tried hugging my bolsters , it didn't work . i tried hugging my favourite bear bear , it didn't work. i even tried hugging the pillar , it still didn't work ! URGHH. i feel so mushy , i really need a hug badly . anyone care to be a kind soul ? hais. BIG BIG HUGGS ! (:
watever . just ignore me . i'm such a freak . maybe i'm starting to loathe myself . i dont feel happy at all these few days . haiyah . this feeling of feeling super down really is suffering for me mans . i hate it luhh . why do i have weired feelings recently ? is my body breaking down or what ? its both physically and mentally luhh . so WTH cans . hais . and the feeling isn't good at all . URGH. i feel so irritated. sometimes when some of my friends tok to me , i just dont know why but feel irritated. really sorry to some of the friends whom i threw temper on . SORRY. i really didn't mean it luhh . but i really just can't help it . i promise to try to control my temper . sorry ah . haiyo . i think i hate myself now . but why ? why why ? my heart feels so sourish . then i just dont know why i feel like crying . but no tears came out . whew . is it really just that complicated ? haiyo . wad the crapp am i tlaking about ? i need help. someone help me please . give me advice or something , anything ! i really dono wad to say now , i'm lost for words . all i know is that i really down . i have no mood .
been feeling real down lately . BUT, i managed to smile ! (: dont wanna affect others . hehehs. coz like abit selfish . and i just hate to see myself in the mirror . these few days luhh . hais . i'm feeling real down down down down down . can someone like appear and make me smile by giving me suprises ? hais . i dont mind huggs ! hahahs . i need a hug real badly . a LONGGGGGGGGG one . i tried hugging my bolsters , it didn't work . i tried hugging my favourite bear bear , it didn't work. i even tried hugging the pillar , it still didn't work ! URGHH. i feel so mushy , i really need a hug badly . anyone care to be a kind soul ? hais. BIG BIG HUGGS ! (:
watever . just ignore me . i'm such a freak . maybe i'm starting to loathe myself . i dont feel happy at all these few days . haiyah . this feeling of feeling super down really is suffering for me mans . i hate it luhh . why do i have weired feelings recently ? is my body breaking down or what ? its both physically and mentally luhh . so WTH cans . hais . and the feeling isn't good at all . URGH. i feel so irritated. sometimes when some of my friends tok to me , i just dont know why but feel irritated. really sorry to some of the friends whom i threw temper on . SORRY. i really didn't mean it luhh . but i really just can't help it . i promise to try to control my temper . sorry ah . haiyo . i think i hate myself now . but why ? why why ? my heart feels so sourish . then i just dont know why i feel like crying . but no tears came out . whew . is it really just that complicated ? haiyo . wad the crapp am i tlaking about ? i need help. someone help me please . give me advice or something , anything ! i really dono wad to say now , i'm lost for words . all i know is that i really down . i have no mood .
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