Okays .. this weired feeling is once again back . i dont know how to handle . i just leave it until it goes away. i realised that once this feelings came , my hands would start vibrating and it keeps trembling violently and my bones would ache for split seconds then gone then after awhile it would just come back . and my shoulders has got a weired circle shape that is light red in colour and in the middle , there is nothing . but i dont feel anything there . it puzzles me . mom knows it too when i wore barebacks . i applied some cream on it yesterday and its still the same . i'm just afraid it would be some skin disease or perhaps like what my mom said , ringworm ? EWW. and whenever this weired feeling came , i also noticed i am breathless . i find it difficult to breathe . i need to take huge amount of oxygen breathing heavily . not sure what is happening to me. but lets all hope it would just be a passing cloud. it comes and goes away SOON. as this feelings really irritated me and it does not feel good . wonder how Clara is doing with her exams. carry on mugging clara ! i'll be praying and supporting you yeah ! =] work hard !
maybe if i go stay in Tampines at my aunt or baby nieces house , would i feel better ? just hope that the change of environment would help to get me to recover or get better . i finish watching Drive Of Life (Sui Yue Feng Yun) until disc 28 . thats the amount she gave me . i'm still currently waiting for the rest . total episode is 60 . long way to go ! anyways, holidays are coming and maybe i could rot at home. i guess i'm really much happier now. maybe i'm getting back to the old self SOON. just hope so . hahahs . Sylvia , dont worry . i should be recovering soon ! hahahs . i miss daddie ! i want to give him a BIG HUGGGGGGGG! MUAHAHAHAS ! maybe some of you guys are curious to know what is Drive of life (Sui Yue Feng Yun ) . let me show you a video then. hahas ! i cant put the video here due to some problems . hence i'll just give you guys the link kays ? go check it out ! hahahs ! i'll be putting one that has Charmaine Sheh and Raymond Lam in the series and the other is a Fanmade MV that i love alot . =]
Links :
Fanmade MV of Charmaine & Raymond (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BCEkfZO-NA
Comments : lovely couple ! loads of hugging here . hahas ! Raymond is so sweet to Charmaine . how great huh ? i am jealous ! MUHAHAHA !
Charmaine & Raymond in Series .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gf-merlLZEg
Comments : i like the part where Raymond hugged Charmaine on the sofa behind . looks so nice to sleep . anyways , Charmaine already slept. hahahaha ! i am jealous AGAIN. LOLS ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
i suddenly think of Daddie agains .hahahs ! DADDIE ! ILU ! hehehs . sen jing bing ler . holidays are comimng . enjoy yourself in malaysia ! must remember to miss me ah . LOLS ! okay ler lah , i think i crapped enough . hey ! the feeling is GONE ! i just noticed. MUAHAHAH ! congrates to me ! hope it won't come again later . (:
*if there is nothing missing in my life ; then why do these tears come at night ? remember this phrase chanelle . i know you can do it . just have this big word to go on with life accompanying you : DETERMINDATION. (:
maybe if i go stay in Tampines at my aunt or baby nieces house , would i feel better ? just hope that the change of environment would help to get me to recover or get better . i finish watching Drive Of Life (Sui Yue Feng Yun) until disc 28 . thats the amount she gave me . i'm still currently waiting for the rest . total episode is 60 . long way to go ! anyways, holidays are coming and maybe i could rot at home. i guess i'm really much happier now. maybe i'm getting back to the old self SOON. just hope so . hahahs . Sylvia , dont worry . i should be recovering soon ! hahahs . i miss daddie ! i want to give him a BIG HUGGGGGGGG! MUAHAHAHAS ! maybe some of you guys are curious to know what is Drive of life (Sui Yue Feng Yun ) . let me show you a video then. hahas ! i cant put the video here due to some problems . hence i'll just give you guys the link kays ? go check it out ! hahahs ! i'll be putting one that has Charmaine Sheh and Raymond Lam in the series and the other is a Fanmade MV that i love alot . =]
Links :
Fanmade MV of Charmaine & Raymond (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BCEkfZO-NA
Comments : lovely couple ! loads of hugging here . hahas ! Raymond is so sweet to Charmaine . how great huh ? i am jealous ! MUHAHAHA !
Charmaine & Raymond in Series .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gf-merlLZEg
Comments : i like the part where Raymond hugged Charmaine on the sofa behind . looks so nice to sleep . anyways , Charmaine already slept. hahahaha ! i am jealous AGAIN. LOLS ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
i suddenly think of Daddie agains .hahahs ! DADDIE ! ILU ! hehehs . sen jing bing ler . holidays are comimng . enjoy yourself in malaysia ! must remember to miss me ah . LOLS ! okay ler lah , i think i crapped enough . hey ! the feeling is GONE ! i just noticed. MUAHAHAH ! congrates to me ! hope it won't come again later . (:
*if there is nothing missing in my life ; then why do these tears come at night ? remember this phrase chanelle . i know you can do it . just have this big word to go on with life accompanying you : DETERMINDATION. (:
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