YO ! ~ i'm blogging AGAINS. as i said , i went to school to have Cheena paper today. overall was quite easy.then after that , daddie send me home then wait for me to get bathed and changed. then hurried to jurong point then he had lunch at KFC while i waited for sylvia to come then go have Ichiban sushi. then we cam-whored in the restaurant and in the toilent and in the nursery room. had loads of fun. thankies Sylvia ! and my jersey was made. hahahs ! ORANGE ~ will post all of the pictures when i take them from sylvia. hahahs. psps . nothing much to blog. i need to say some of the things to myself . bye bye ! ( IGNORE the post below. )
Chanelle : yes , i thought so myself too. just like you Sau Fung (CS) , i thought i was strong too . but after seeing you like this , i then realised that i am just like you. in the past when i see you , i thought you're very srtong too and you can handle difficulties very well. but after that incident , i realised that you can't and you realised it yourself too . after seeing you like this , i then realised that i really ain't that strong as i thought i were . i realised that i was kinda weak. i told myself time after time positive stuffs but it just can't seem to understand and apply it to me . but i'm glad you could take it up and put it down once agains. i am really seriously astonished . i just hope i could be like you . I AM NOT AS STRONG AS I THINK. whenever this sentence runs through me , i just feel so weired . such feelings have never occured within me . maybe i feel depressed and dissapointed in myself ? PERHAPS . lets all just assume. anyways , i think this shouldn't go on anymore , but i dont want to let it go . i felt lost during the period of time . HOW ???? i feel like an idiotic sore loser . i feel so stupid. a dumb feeling . URGH. i seriously dont know how to handle my emos . WTH. SHUT UP CHANELLE. always self-pitying . so irritating luhh you. AIYOH !!@!!11 SHUT UP KALRH !!!. mknkwgnfg
Chanelle : yes , i thought so myself too. just like you Sau Fung (CS) , i thought i was strong too . but after seeing you like this , i then realised that i am just like you. in the past when i see you , i thought you're very srtong too and you can handle difficulties very well. but after that incident , i realised that you can't and you realised it yourself too . after seeing you like this , i then realised that i really ain't that strong as i thought i were . i realised that i was kinda weak. i told myself time after time positive stuffs but it just can't seem to understand and apply it to me . but i'm glad you could take it up and put it down once agains. i am really seriously astonished . i just hope i could be like you . I AM NOT AS STRONG AS I THINK. whenever this sentence runs through me , i just feel so weired . such feelings have never occured within me . maybe i feel depressed and dissapointed in myself ? PERHAPS . lets all just assume. anyways , i think this shouldn't go on anymore , but i dont want to let it go . i felt lost during the period of time . HOW ???? i feel like an idiotic sore loser . i feel so stupid. a dumb feeling . URGH. i seriously dont know how to handle my emos . WTH. SHUT UP CHANELLE. always self-pitying . so irritating luhh you. AIYOH !!@!!11 SHUT UP KALRH !!!. mknkwgnfg
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