hey blog . i'm currently still moody . shiets . the feeling is really bothering me . i think i am totally insane . i did abnormal stuff since . i talked to myself loudly for like 10 mins or more . then i realised : eh ? i'm talking to myself . i mean , yes , some of you guys talk to urselves too . but i am like : talking then replying talking then replying then not a few sentences . its like long long story type . so gaga ! like totally split-personallity or something . and someone ( wont say who ) just told me i am having depression . SIAO . I DONT OKAY . i am perfectly normal . erm , no , not perfectly . urgh , i dont know . but i DONT have depression . i'm just moody i guess thats explain my shrinking appetite and insomia .these will go away one lah . dont try to scare the shiet out of me . shiets , i'm so shiety . the feeling is such a bother . i dont want to cry . but nevermind , no matter how i am feeling , no one will know , no one will care either . so , who cares ? NO ONE . maybe i'll get lost tmr . but i ain't scared . for no one will even noticed i'm lost now. so too bad if i'm lost then . i'll just tell myself : Chanelle , you're REAL STUPID . to get lost . blame no one. blame only YOURSELF . find your way back ..
i dont know what to say now . i'm feeling so moody now , feeling so sad . i slept ALONE in my aunt's house , in one of the room . and guessed what ? i sat on the Queen sized bed , unable to sleep . then i sat up crossed leged and started talking to myself . then i started to straightend my thoughts . and the final conclusion was , i decided to be really cold towards that specific someone for seriously , being really nice and always have to abide by that person doesn't really pay. that person doesn't appricieated at all . and i'm real sick of always have to abide by that person . i'm gonna have it MY WAY now . i hate to always have to do such stuff. and , i 'm gonna change my blogskin . MUAHAHAH ! thats all for today people . try avoiding reading my blog .coz i'm real emo mans. hais . thank you ! bye bye ! Sylvia ! jia you for OP ! i'll try to visit you on Thursday ah ! sleep well there hor . (: buhbye !
i dont know what to say now . i'm feeling so moody now , feeling so sad . i slept ALONE in my aunt's house , in one of the room . and guessed what ? i sat on the Queen sized bed , unable to sleep . then i sat up crossed leged and started talking to myself . then i started to straightend my thoughts . and the final conclusion was , i decided to be really cold towards that specific someone for seriously , being really nice and always have to abide by that person doesn't really pay. that person doesn't appricieated at all . and i'm real sick of always have to abide by that person . i'm gonna have it MY WAY now . i hate to always have to do such stuff. and , i 'm gonna change my blogskin . MUAHAHAH ! thats all for today people . try avoiding reading my blog .coz i'm real emo mans. hais . thank you ! bye bye ! Sylvia ! jia you for OP ! i'll try to visit you on Thursday ah ! sleep well there hor . (: buhbye !
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