If you ever dare to let me cry , i'm gonna slap the shiet outta you . but this time , i'm NOT gonna cry . i'm a big girl and just as the song says , big girls DON'T cry . I won't be abiding you anymore . you're a real hypocrite mans . i think i'm really going insane . i haven't danced like 'that' in my whole life before . and i didn't know i could do such things either . its scaring me . i could tear all my hair out .its just so frightening . and last night , some one commited suiside just beside my block . and when i was walking back home after parking the car , i saw something i shouldn't see . i saw something , under a red cloth . and i saw police stripes covering the whole playground . i just couldn't sleep . it was 1++ am . i couldn't sleep . i don't know who to look for . all i see is just fear . i don't know who i should look to . i just couldn't sleep .i just wished someone could call my cellphone . and that , could save the fears . but , no one called . just as i've expected . no one cares , no one knows . i only could hid myself under the blanket . not daring to move . WTH . and until today morning , NO ONE called or msg-ed . but NEHHmind luhh . stop being emo ler lah .
hmms , my heart has lightend much more after going to central to have a walk and to have dinner with my papa and mama and uncle alan last night . then for supper , we went to Wine garage then to Brewerks to drink and to have light snacks . and uncle alan's jokes seriously make me forget those stupid things and stupid people and those silly thoughts of mine . Thank you uncle alan ! (:
wonder how's sylvia doing now . hope shes doing fine . dear ah ! jia you for OP ! rest well ah ! i prayed for you ler ! hehehs ! dont make me smack you just for a strand of hair ah ! hahahs !
and mom says i'm gonna get my hair done this sunday . HEHEH. and and and ! i'm gonna date Clara and Sylvia ! MUAHAHAHA !
i have pictures for last night . but i'm lazy to upload it , hehehs. so i'll get it done someday . thats all for now peeps ! do stay tune . ! (:
hmms , my heart has lightend much more after going to central to have a walk and to have dinner with my papa and mama and uncle alan last night . then for supper , we went to Wine garage then to Brewerks to drink and to have light snacks . and uncle alan's jokes seriously make me forget those stupid things and stupid people and those silly thoughts of mine . Thank you uncle alan ! (:
wonder how's sylvia doing now . hope shes doing fine . dear ah ! jia you for OP ! rest well ah ! i prayed for you ler ! hehehs ! dont make me smack you just for a strand of hair ah ! hahahs !
and mom says i'm gonna get my hair done this sunday . HEHEH. and and and ! i'm gonna date Clara and Sylvia ! MUAHAHAHA !
i have pictures for last night . but i'm lazy to upload it , hehehs. so i'll get it done someday . thats all for now peeps ! do stay tune . ! (:
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