I''m fuming with anger . tears of anger almost slid down my cheeks .And i'm proud i'm able to hold it . fine , i'll tolerate you . and i'll tolerate tomorrow . 1st time , very first time , i attituded you and i rolled my eyes at you straight to your face . i'm sorry but thats enough . no more .patience has it's own limits & you've crossed the line . i know how to think ohkay . i'm not dumb . and it's my buisness . not yours . it just partially concerns you just becoz i'm your xxxxxxxx . and what's the point of beating around the bush and in the end , what you've said is not useful at all ? you've wasted your salaiva ! and after the end of you , you consoled me and showed me the concern . hello ! tell me , WHAT'S THE POINT ? HUH ? USELESS !
Nobody knows . nobody knows but me , i sometimes cry .
If i could pretend that i'm asleep when my tears start to fall .
Lyrics from a song which basically i think it's so true for me .
I'm so moody these few days . i can be so high this moment , and the next moment , i'm so so down and have gone oh , so quiet . how stupid ? why do i have moodswings . i tried to not be so down and all but it all seems so hard . how weired . and i don't want people to think i so emo or perhaps act so down to attract attention ! urghh ! i hate it ! and i don't want people to think i like to gain sympathy . come on ! NO . I DON'T OHKAY .
ohkays ..
`sch was fine today . but it sucked when i start to feel down and tried to laugh as much so as not to make other's highness go down just becoz of me . stupid .
`maths lessons were pathetic for i don't understand some parts and get so worried like a dumb idiot .
`i attituded some of my friends for the stupid moodswing came . and i felt really guilty after that and i want to say : I'M SO SORRY .
`me and Adeline boiber had fun laughter and all during class especially the hp mirror and calculator and toilet . great time .
`stayed back to make dance notice board . and i was down once again that i left halfway without telling for i see many people going and Jun Ning ( Joice) & Mazri came to find me from the library and wanted to go home together .
` Rained super heavily . phoned my mum , was in Chinatown . hence , we headed to the bus stop together. shared one umbrella. got soaking wet .
` JN 's bus came &she left . leaving me and Mazri at the bus stop . my bus came but it was packed . then mazri's bus came but i didn't allow him to go 1st . HAHA ~ i'm so bad . LOL ! then we waited for quite a long time hence we shared a cab .
`got home feeling so tired . oh yah ! the cab uncle super friendly ! and he was an ex-huayian ! WEE ! ~ and i laughed alot in the cab . then make Mazri laugh . super funnie cans ! hahas ~
`bathed and watched 'Love is beautiful ' ( Wu Tou Dong Gong) super sad , made me teared .
` do homework , have dinner and i'll be Sidney Sheldon-ing later ! hahas ~
ohkays .. i gtg read the Sidney Sheldon already . i can't wait to learn wads gonna happen next ! so excited ! love ~ bye bye ~ (:
Nobody knows . nobody knows but me , i sometimes cry .
If i could pretend that i'm asleep when my tears start to fall .
Lyrics from a song which basically i think it's so true for me .
I'm so moody these few days . i can be so high this moment , and the next moment , i'm so so down and have gone oh , so quiet . how stupid ? why do i have moodswings . i tried to not be so down and all but it all seems so hard . how weired . and i don't want people to think i so emo or perhaps act so down to attract attention ! urghh ! i hate it ! and i don't want people to think i like to gain sympathy . come on ! NO . I DON'T OHKAY .
ohkays ..
`sch was fine today . but it sucked when i start to feel down and tried to laugh as much so as not to make other's highness go down just becoz of me . stupid .
`maths lessons were pathetic for i don't understand some parts and get so worried like a dumb idiot .
`i attituded some of my friends for the stupid moodswing came . and i felt really guilty after that and i want to say : I'M SO SORRY .
`me and Adeline boiber had fun laughter and all during class especially the hp mirror and calculator and toilet . great time .
`stayed back to make dance notice board . and i was down once again that i left halfway without telling for i see many people going and Jun Ning ( Joice) & Mazri came to find me from the library and wanted to go home together .
` Rained super heavily . phoned my mum , was in Chinatown . hence , we headed to the bus stop together. shared one umbrella. got soaking wet .
` JN 's bus came &she left . leaving me and Mazri at the bus stop . my bus came but it was packed . then mazri's bus came but i didn't allow him to go 1st . HAHA ~ i'm so bad . LOL ! then we waited for quite a long time hence we shared a cab .
`got home feeling so tired . oh yah ! the cab uncle super friendly ! and he was an ex-huayian ! WEE ! ~ and i laughed alot in the cab . then make Mazri laugh . super funnie cans ! hahas ~
`bathed and watched 'Love is beautiful ' ( Wu Tou Dong Gong) super sad , made me teared .
` do homework , have dinner and i'll be Sidney Sheldon-ing later ! hahas ~
ohkays .. i gtg read the Sidney Sheldon already . i can't wait to learn wads gonna happen next ! so excited ! love ~ bye bye ~ (:
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