Hellooo everyone . :D
well , i'm kinda tired both physically and mentally . i just want my mum to recover real soon . i've noticed how life can be so fragile . i went out for ballet class and before that , she was fine . still peeling mangosteen for me , watching the TV with me that has her favourite show broadcasting . and when i came back , she's gone . She had to stay there . i don't know what happened . until today after school . i begged for time to past really fast . but it doesn't listen to me . i just gets slower everytime i begged for it to turn . i looked at my watch , it says 1pm . next time i looked at it , it's still 1pm . damn it . and the message came , saying : Chanelle , i'm already here waiting . great . lesson's not over yet . and the teacher is delaying . what can i do ? nothing . i got this huge urge just now to jus grab my bag and run out of the damn classroom straight to the car . or even , walk up to the teacher and say : i need to go because ... i just sat down there . like some stone . i'm soo afraid when i get there , i'd hear stuff i don't want to hear . i hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow . Dear Lord , please bless the health of my mother to regain it's energy just like the past again . Amen . :D
and why is everything about love ? love love love . i attempted to change my blogskin . but all the stuff on them is all about boyfriend love , emo-ness . oh goodness . aren't you sick of it ? if you aren;t , i am . just get the hell . urghhhhhhhhh . aren't there other stuff out there better ? love love love . you get hurt and you;re harping on it . ahh , i want you back , i need you . whatever ! totally bullshiet . shoooooooooo !
My dearest Shirley , i know whatever comfort i give you , you wouldn'tfeel better . because i wouldn;t too if i were you . but i'm here , to let you know that i care for you , i want the best of everything that would happen to you . whatever goes wrong , just go to your phonebook and find my name and press the call button . i'll be there for you , being your listening ear , hearing your sorrows . but i havethe confidence everything will be back to normal just like the past . Because behind this current broken relationship , lies something that you two have built together . all the memories and all . i'm sure both of you guys still love each other . just a little tiff will make you guys cherish each other if you guys are well again . don't wrry dear . whatever it is , you have me . If she doesn't want you, i DO . (:
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